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ALRIGHT [May. 11th, 2006|08:58 am]
Tagged by Katie!:

Once you are tagged you MUST write a blog entry about your 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.
1.) I am am slightly compulsive about my feet and if they are peeling I pick at them until I feel ok about it.
2.)I pick at my scalp. Not sure why but it's a habit that developed when I was way young.
3.)If I feel any boogers at all they are coming out no matter how i do it which can involve the gold digging lol
4.)I don't shower everyday.
5.)I don't always wash my hair when I am in the shower
6.) I go for months on end without shaving my legs!!! hehe

I don't know who to tag so if your read this you are tagged neener neener
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2006|05:37 am]
Hey Hey Hey. Well I know it's been forever since I wrote anything. I have been insanely busy. Working a ton and then school. Well as of Feburary 3rd I am officially an aunt. My brother had a daughter and her name is Kyah Jaden Park. I saw her recently and she is adorable!!! I also got a new to me car. It's a nissan sentra 89 but great mileage and in great condition. Lets see what else is going on in march me and dave had our two year anniversary it was pretty cool went up to north conway new hampshire and had a nice time. Btw once again I am at work and i am wasting some time before I have to give people their meds. As far as school is going it's hectic but im getting through. I am choreographing a piece for the school and hopefully it will be ready to perform on April 21st because there is a performance in the community that they would like me to have it ready for. i am chugging hehe. Other than that I don't know what else to say Just working my butt off at the retirement place and getting through school. I did however quit the resteraunt they didn't wanna give me time off and I needed it so ohhh well. All the fun people left there anyways.
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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2006|05:41 am]
Heylo everyone!
Right now it is 5:30 in the am. I am at work at the moment and I am pretty sad right now. I am helping this woman and she is very close to death and I am upset by it cuz she is a very very sweet woman and even though she can't even swallow anymore and she can barely talk she always seems to lowly whisper at least a hello or something to me when I am in there with her. It really makes me want to cry which is partially why I can't work in nursing homes. But then it gets me thinking when your in a nursing field there are people who are going to pass away all the time, and if it affects me this deeply am I really going to be able to handle nursing? I am not sure if I should just "tough" it out and mentally try not to feel anything at all I dunno. That I think would make me go cold. Man O Man. Anyways soo moving on working 5-10:30 at the resteraunt and then coming to do an overnight pretty much sucks alot. But hey we really need the money. After this paycheck this week I am all caught up on bills and I am kinda excited because for the first time I am in a position to help Dave with the bills cuz he's not working much and I have enough to help I am glad I can pay him back this way instead of just money and what not. Hopefully I will have enough left for me to at least get some piece of clothing or go out to a nice dinner with friends or something. Who knows. But i do love the new job I like that it pays every week I like that and I like how much it pays wooo hoo. I always said that I could survive making at least 10 an hour and with shift and weekend differentials I am making more than that.BIG helper since everyone who knows me knows that I have always worked my butt off but still struggled financially. I think that is it for now I can't think of much else but hey I keep working these overnights I will definetly post much more often hehehe. Anyways love you all. :)
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(no subject) [Jan. 1st, 2006|09:16 pm]
Hello to everyone I seem to never write in this darn thing. Ohhh welll it's past xmas and my birthday did pass with it. I ended up getting a laptop from my boyfriend which was really nice. It'll be great for school. anyways we decided on a small xmas with lotsa little things so that we can open lotsa presents. On xmas eve we went to my brothers in CT and it was pretty fun and funny my sister in law got a little drunk heheheh. On xmas day we went to Dave's sisters for his families xmas and his mom and sister got me some really nice things and i officially have to most comfortable pajamas in the world. :) And since his sister just moved to plymouth MA she is really close to white horse beach so we took a walk on the beach cuz the weather was gorgeous. and then i worked 40hrs at my new job Rockridge Retirment Home and then worked 2 days at the resteraunt i work at including working new years eve so that was a fun 16 hour saturday. (between the cna job and the watiressing) Other than that dave is starting class thing to work as an electrician and I am going to take a look at Northeastern University during the school break. I really hope that I get into their nursing program. Anyways that's all i got for right now. And it's the start of a new year and possibly a post more often then months apart we'll see.
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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2005|09:41 am]
Well suprisingly I am updating this a lot more. Maybe I just have more time meh? Well anyways i got back recently. I now have two jobs one doing home care for the elderly and the other waitressing in a japanese resteraunt. So I am going to have absolutely no life once school starts. 4 classes including anatomy and physiology, history, and math, and only one scheduled dance class modern which should be interesting. Plus i am going to try to take some dance classes at a studio just to stay on top of things. Soo this should be interesting. Well anyways hopefully i keep this up. :)only three more months till my honey come back permanently
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(no subject) [Aug. 26th, 2005|07:48 am]

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

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Fall [Aug. 22nd, 2005|04:20 pm]
Fall has an inviting smell
Sitting relaxing
enjoying enthralling literature
My senses suddenly awaken
and I am drenched in my surroundings
I realize the nature and the inviting aroma
So I lie in the grass and close my eyes
I imagine how it would fell to just slip into this feeling and stay
So my mind slips and I ignore the intruding traffic
And there is nothing but green and that scent
The scent is comforting and blankets my being
filling me with a warmth and serene calmness
I am away from my world and belong to a new one
I lay there exploring all of this
and it fills me with excitement of what is to come.
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I am finally updating [Aug. 21st, 2005|02:30 pm]
Well to anyone who even cares that i so much as even write in this thing i am finally updating something.
Dave and I are still together as of right now he is working in florida and doesn't plan on coming back until december permanently. This is all dandy except now i am totally lonely and i want affection, This is why it is amazing to have guy best friends all the cuddling none of the sexual tension. i feel like i am going to scream i don't know whether i am loosing it or not. I don't even know what the hell i am doing anymore. I try all these things that never work out and now i am going mental, How lucky for me. And for those of you who actually know me you know that this rant is fleeting and i will look on it tomorrow and be like eh whatever. But i am all balled up inside trying to figure out the way that i feel and the way that I am, And also trying to figure out why i crave human connection the way that i do. Maybe once i am in school i will be so distracted by all of the work that I need to accomplish that none of this will even matter but until that happens I will rant!!!!!!! thank you for reading the babble.
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(no subject) [Sep. 1st, 2004|06:17 pm]
[Current State |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |none trying to find something useless on tv]

Alright well i guess i lied about updating more. sorry i know that i am evil. anyways i have been horribly busy. right now i am not sure if i even get to go back to school and if i do it's going to be out of pocket, which means that i have to work a whole heck of a lot. right now i will be working 38-40 hrs a week and i am trying to get into 3 classes. i am getting health and dental through work which is fantastical yiippppeee. but as much as i love my job i think the people i work with are slowing wearing me down. i am not sure that everyone agrees with me or the way that i do things and i think their presumed discontent sets my imagination afire. so right now either because i am pmsing or because it's true i am convinced noone there likes me, and i almost cried today (sad isn't it i let people get to me like that) well anyways i am trying really really really hard not to let anything bother me and i am trying not to care what anyone thinks but it's hard. Aside from the stuff at work and my not knowing whether to even talk to someone who wronged me very much sooo. Things are getting better I will most likely be going to school which means that i won't have to wait a whole bunch of time to get it all over with. Things with me and Dave are awesome, social life has been lacking just a tad because his good friends girlfriend in my eyes right now is a disgusting person(the person who wronged me, and i am trying to be forgiving and put it in the past but i guess this is one of those things that just need to be talked out i dunno)and that's who we would normally hang out with till everyone returns to go back to school. I am missing my CT poeple because everyone there is soo much more upfront and honest and i am really really starting to miss that. I hate mass i wanna come back to my home. And i am desperately trying to find a dance studio that will teach me pointe and get my pudgy butt back into shape. But i did get the nyc ballets workout which i love because it's a workout that incorporates ballet so i know that i will do it often. and if i ever stop working 9hrs a day i will do it hehehehehe. I miss everyone and if you read this please write me emails cuz i am allls alone up heeerreee. I will try my damdest to update more and i am truly takeing a cue from my good friend katie (who's NY number i don't have cuz i tried to call the other day) to be positive and i think she's even convincing me a little to have faith. ( don't get an ego sweetie hardy har har j/k)
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Here are things [Aug. 8th, 2004|09:40 pm]
[Current State |indifferentindifferent]

Alright i realize that i don't write in this thing nearly enough. And this is coming from somone who used to use writing as therapy to help. I also tend to write more often now when I am bothered or upset. But i am putting this into writing that i will be updating more often. Especially cuz not everyone knows what's been going on with me lately. Sooooooo here we go me and Dave just got back from seeing LIttle Black Book. It was adorable and it had some really really funny parts.And being that it is a chick flick dave seemed to like well enough. I just bought this awesome italian charm bracelt starter bracelet with two charms. One is a dancer that is like laser engraved or something like that but it's awesome and the other is the scottish lion.which is because i am very proud of my heritage, and that is my most prominent heritage. I also think that i have to confess a slight addiction to ebay HEHEHEHE. But it's getting most of my fall shopping done and it's a bunch cheaper. ME and Dave are doing really well, we got satin sheets for the bed cuz lets face i stay here everynight so we share the bed. They are soooooooooooooooo comfortable. I am also really excited because me and my friend Sarah are going dancing this thursday and i am extactic (can't spell) I haven't been in like almost a year. And i swear that all i have done all summer is work my little butt off. But anyways i am going to try to make my journal prettier and there will be more info soon.
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